Thursday, 9 April 2009

riding bareback through the forrest.


I've just completed the online assessment for the DWP. It was surprisingly hard. I hope that I have done enough to pass, and warrant them ringing me to arrange an interview! my fingers are crossed.

as usual not much is happening. i've applied for jobs, gone to do exercise. all in all sod all.
I'm in one of my downers today. sometimes part of me just wants to shut off and do absolutley nothing at all. the other part of me is going"come on, dont worry, it'll be ok" and then the other part just flips me the bird and tells me to shut the fuck up.


argh! have been thinking about trying to write somemore. haven't a clue on what to do however. was thinking i could write a mills and boons style book. I read enough to get the gist of what they (mills and boon) like, so it can't be too hard. and the thing is that I have all these fantastic ideas, and then when it comes to writing them down, I just go to pieces! and nothing comes out.

I got my wedding shoes yesterday. save 30% which roughly equated to a fiver. still a fiver saved.

I have to go to the job centre on tuesday. I hate that. :(
I feel like such a low life when I enter that building.

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